Happy New Year everyone! It’s been pretty a long time while you’ve heard from me… So I should say now Happy January!! And this is sort of an apology/regret post and welcoming 2018… I’m a little late (it is 15 days only! So come on!! And it’s my birthday month too!! So cut me some slack) nevertheless I only had to greet 2018 on my first post of this year! So…
2017 had given me a lot of things! Made me understand things better, filled with moments – both bad and good. I believe it is common while you grow, isn’t it? As the year was coming to an end, I had that bittersweet feel… I was kind of sad that 2017 was over, mostly I didn’t realize it ended so fast but I was also grateful for the happy moments and I was praying for a better and more positive 2018.
Also this year again we didn’t go for a single trip to any place. Hope 2018 will not disappoint in that way. 2017 end and 2018 beginning have been very eventful, not that it was something big, but the most important things (at least for me) such as spending new years with my family and friends, especially with friends with whom I met after more or less 2-3 years.
So basically, when I came back to my place(Indore) I felt a little isolated,( thank god that my best friend is in town and we met after a long time) apart from official work I was not very much active and I’m fully not proud of myself… I couldn’t even start writing which I am founding most interesting to do nowadays. Mostly, people near us have an immense effect on us. And this something which I had to focus on since it’s making me whichever sad or happy … sucks all my vitality or motivates me … I don’t wish to go farther into that although they are bringing in the worse at me. They may not realize it or know it or recognize the whole state. But I’m fed up of it.
I feel annoyed for reacting this way. Also, I hate fighting within and above all I hate the pretending phase when we pretend that everything is all right. This is not me.
Anyways, I assured myself for a modification so now here it begins. I’m resolute to work on myself and get over it. I won’t let this take above me, particularly at present that it’s the beginning of the year. I find this period of the year irresistible. I will do whatsoever it takes … I’ll be working hard to write better and try new things. I will be grateful for any sort of help. I really want it. I will not say that these are my resolutions since they are a huge pact for me… So I’ll be just sticking to improving, learning and most of all practicing patience
I hope you will not judge me insensitively and you’ll nevertheless be around… Sorry if my post made you feel negative… I promise you, better posts are coming! Also, I am grateful and glad of all of you who are reading my blog. It actually means a lot to me! You bestow me the guts to continue and I’m certain that 2017 wouldn’t have been the equivalent without you people… Thanks for all the backing as well as for all your lovely comments…
See ya’ll soon!! Till then take good care of yourself! Lots of Love.